Monday, October 10, 2016

And so it ends...

I just want to say that this post is in no way complete and is going to be very long. I need to keep coming back to add in all the details. _______________________________________________________________________________
I've started this blog, at the suggestion of a friend, to catalog everything that's happening right now. Good, bad, weird, all of it. You see I'm what people call a serial monogamist. I'm more wife than girlfriend, but boy do I know how to pick'em. Somehow I always end up with men that are the worst possible choice and just keep seeing the good in them. It's not necessarily that they're bad people (for the most part), they just aren't the right fit for me and I somehow stick it out. I'm going to be completely straightforward and tell you right now that I am backlogging some of these posts because in the first days of my breakup I wouldn't have been able to do this. It took everything in me to put on a brave face and go to school, work and let's not forget, be a bridesmaid in my best friend's wedding.

I won't be using real names just because I have too much respect for people, even when they've hurt me.

My ex and I have been together for 6 years and 8 months... to the day. And now it's over.
Wednesday night he was a little odd, but really nothing out of the ordinary. He fell asleep on the couch which always annoys me. I never sleep well when he isn't in bed. Thursday morning I had a later class than he did so he wanted to let me sleep in and just gave me a quiet kiss before he left and said he loved me. Over the course of the day I texted him a few times, but I never got an answer. While I thought it was odd, he was notorious for leaving his phone on silent or not checking it for hours. Now, usually on Tuesdays and Thursdays we'd get lunch together since we have a break at the same time. I sent him a text letting him know where I was and again got no answer and never even ran into him even though we're in the same buildings at the same times.

I waited until after class to try to get in touch with him again, this time I tried to call. I hadn't heard from him since 6:30 in the morning and now it was almost 5 at night.



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